But For Me
Your World Would be Perfect, but for me
Afterall, I am responsible for burdening you with the job of “Projecting” onto me your failure to exorcize “your demons.”
I am supposed to be responsible for your every negative experience.
I am supposed to be deserving of your hatred because I am a waif.
I understand your rationalizations.
I understand that you have expressed repeatedly that you think I am less than vermon.
I understand that you don’t think I am worth the price of a bullet to murder me.
I understand that you can’t forgive yourself (I doubt if you are troubled by your hateful actions against me).
I can’t share your misunderstanding of my overcompensating while deflecting others obsessions in living vicariously through me and forcing “their” psychopathies into my life.
They are redundant fantasies and reinactments of “your lives”; of your stale minds.
I love Me and YOU can’t change My Mind about ME:)
I acknowledge that you are powerful.
You are not omnipotent.
We have nothing in common.
You have not established, meaningful relationships with me.
Your power can not develop the low self esteem you were so desirous of cultivating in me.
It’s beyond your control.
It’s also beyond your control to accept any truth because you are like your Father, the Devil, the creator of lies.
You have no truth in you.
I understand that you NEED to express your hatred of me.
I’ve always accepted the fact that you hate me:)
I understand that you are broken and can’t be fixed.