But For Me

But For Me

Your World Would be Perfect, but for me
Afterall, I am responsible for burdening you with the job of “Projecting” onto me your failure to exorcize “your demons.”
I am supposed to be responsible for your every negative experience.
I am supposed to be deserving of your hatred because I am a waif.
I understand your rationalizations.
I understand that you have expressed repeatedly that you think I am less than vermon.
I understand that you don’t think I am worth the price of a bullet to murder me.
I understand that you can’t forgive yourself (I doubt if you are troubled by your hateful actions against me).
I can’t share your misunderstanding of my overcompensating while deflecting others obsessions in living vicariously through me and forcing “their” psychopathies into my life.
They are redundant fantasies and reinactments of “your lives”; of your stale minds.
I love Me and YOU can’t change My Mind about ME:)
I acknowledge that you are powerful.
You are not omnipotent.
We have nothing in common.
You have not established, meaningful relationships with me.
Your power can not develop the low self esteem you were so desirous of cultivating in me.
It’s beyond your control.
It’s also beyond your control to accept any truth because you are like your Father, the Devil, the creator of lies.
You have no truth in you.
I understand that you NEED to express your hatred of me.
I’ve always accepted the fact that you hate me:)
I understand that you are broken and can’t be fixed.

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About Vonne Monai

I am a survivor/victim of Satanic Ritual Abuse. I am an American Mulatto. My Mother is Cherokee & Seminole (tall, yellow, black kinky hair, (Bette Davis) brown eyes, pretty. My Father is Italian American (tall, rock star skinny, curly blond hair, gorgeous blue eyes, incredibly handsome. I am 5'7", 100 lbs., Size Zero, Brown Eyes, Curly Black Hair Professional Actress, Model, Composer, Artist & Poetess  My name is pronounced vonnie monay I have been a vegetarian all of my life. I know it is not for everyone and have never and will never try to force anyone to eat the way I do. I was forced by my mother to eat meat because of my blood disorder, She tried to frighten me into eating it by telling me that I would die if I didn't. I am still alive! I am a True Gemini a Syzygy and a Grand Cross! Syzygy in Astronomy  is an alignment of three celestial objects, as the sun, the earth, and either the moon or a planet. In a Grand Cross, there is one planet in each astrological element (fire, earth, air and water) but all the planets are in signs of the same modality or quality. I am a victim of child pornographers, Sadistic rapists, kidnapping, forced breeding & sex slavery.I am still stalked by these slanderers. I will tell anyone who will listen until I have justice. I am so fed up with them that I have begun to names names. I think it is all about the land that was stolen from my family. Tropicana Orange Juice is on it in Bradenton, Florida, USA. These posts are designed to disrupt the Zionists, Catholic Inquisitors & Willie Lynch Slaves attempt to commit The Genocide of True Americans! This blog contains factual accounts of my life and the people who insisted upon forcing their way into it. STOP AMERICAN GENOCIDE http://acts.worldvisionyouth.org/acts/stop-american-genocide Stop Sex Slavery of Americans http://www.causes.com/actions/1720330-stop-sex-slavery-of-americans Vonne Monai's Autobigraphy/Notes http://www.scribd.com/VonneMonai Vonne Monai's BEAUTY, HEALTH & FITNESS http://vonnemonai.webs.com/
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